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Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 2:18 AM

storiesfromthatguy is gonna stop publishing
and is moving to live journal..
for more info...
get to me personally..
i r aint gonna make it THAT public
haters and stalkers can go fuck urself
:D
i'll be waiting
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 2:33 AM

i think theres sth wrong with my internet browser..cus i cant view this stupid blogger template thingy correctly...so..no fancy posts by me..again! w/e i dun care..

anyway~~~ i'm here to post after 3 weeks of school which has been a enjoyable hell so far... projects projects projects... and i kinda suck at them..tbh i suck at drawing and design composition n crap like that... but well...thats wad school is for..to learnnnnnnnn
anyway...i'm probably gonna be changing my major in nafa...from graphic design to probably advertising... well cus...so far...my art skills aint exactly 'breath taking' and i'm more of the idea and bullshit kinda guy... so i guess thats where my true strength are...gonna ask my teacher-in-charge more soon. mom is already in favour to it... lets just hope its gonna be a smooth change.

yes...i have officially quitted WoW due to extreme projects and homework and another reason :)
i feel kinda bad leaving my guild behind and etc...
but life has to move on.... i would most probably play WoW again in e future...we'll see

but cut to the chase... i'm here for another reason..
the past 3 weeks of school..has been wonderful
not because i'm phyco and love rushing homework
but cus there is something...someone to motivate me to go..
u seldom here e words 'I WAN GO TO SCHOOL NAO.....'
thats like seeing a cow jump over a sun (beeeeef)
i want to care for that someone..
i want to love that someone..
thats all i really want...

i wanna hold ur hand
i wanna hug u
i wanna kiss u
i want u for myself.
only for myself.
i love you
drug addict?
Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 10:37 PM

well...at this moment of time blogger is fucked and the template is all shitted up..n i cant be fucked...although this is not my usual layout of my posts...but this will have to do till its working again n i'll just edit the whole damn thing.

sorry for my crude language n shit...but i'm really not feeling very well...since school has started and my 'engine' is 'warming up'. i cant take it..yet..my body is still holiday mood and my cocked up biological clock makes me sleep really late...or not at all..n i threw my sleeping pills away..cus well..its bad...and right now...i'm fucking exhausted...great news is..i cant sleep, n my sleeping pills are gone..n i'm going into a small withdrawal...n i'm having e worst time of my life now...anyway i'm here to rant my brains out hoping i'll just die...or wadeva that comes next

1st week of school...pretty good actually..i aint pissed at school for making me feel i am now...its my own fault..n ya...w/e moving on....1st week of school..my classmates are really cool :) i usually dun talk so much till like...2-3rd week? but yea...even without a proper orientation..i feel like i've known em fer like...real long..maybe cus we're all just friendly people OR half the class are 'forest students'(quote from a teacher whos english is cocked...yes 1st week of school n i'm messing with them already...idc..thats me)/foreign students...so i guess the locals just clusters tgt naturally lol. But wth man...1st week of school n the assignments are already flowing in..lol..which is pretty alright...just kinda lol that 1st week of school n BAM here u go...homework..have fun...i foresee a crazy future in nafa in terms of projects n stuff...am i prepared? who knows..just bring it on...

Sam raimi is the director for the upcoming world of warcraft movie!
(fyi he is the director of the spiderman movies, drag me to hell etc...)this is gonna be epic! but the movie is estimated to be released in 2012...after spiderman 4 2011...oh...n time burton is gonna be directing alice in wonderland...i foresee something dark..crazy and really mentally disturbing.. i like....

its too soon
its hard to tell
but wth
u're killing me inside
in a good way
w/e it is
my heart says u're special
time will tell.
schoooool.
Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 3:15 AM

school starts in 9 hours time!!

*this is my 100th post o.o*

time flies
so do chances
My days are numbered
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 6:37 PM

dusty dusty..
i was lazy to blog...
bite me..
anyway...
school is starting!
tmr is my 'orientation'
which is pretty screwed up
cus it was suppose to be a whole day event 9am-5pm
but cus of h1n1
they changed it to only 12-2
wtf..
was looking forward to meeting new people..
oh well..
next monday school starts
got plenty of time to make friends

i can't bloody concentrate...
i need to get alot of stuff done..
but it always ends up half done..
i cant finish the damn thing..
1.my drum cube designs..
2.my composition..
3.other zingo design stuffs..
4.my new costume idea...
i have sooo much time..
but i aint doing anything.
zzz
needs helppp.

even in wow..
i'm slacking
tbh..
i aint even playing recenlty..
only raid nights i'm playing..
other then that..
i'm just online....running around dalaran doing nothing.
and just like in real life i cant get things done in wow
i wanna level my pally
i wan level my shammy
i wan level my warrior
pui..

will be crashing TP lecture on thursday!

eh just realise its rare for me to post so early..
its only 6.44pm!
why?
cus server down -.-
ok..imma gonna get myself a hair cut..
MIGHT be trying something out new..
MIGHT
i want a new 'style' for school :p
CYA


i will convert my heart into a song..
my song..
the beat of life.
the heart, hurts
Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 3:46 AM

heya people
its 3.48..
n i cant sleep.
kept telling myself i wanna go to bed at 2.
but i just srsly cant sleep.
maybe blogging is gonna do the trick.
my back is aching to e max.
its fucking sore n painful.
i don't know if its sth i did in drum
or my sleeping posture was wrong last night
the point is.
it hurts..
n i cant do much about it cept sit still..

been playing with the garageband application
on my macbook.
trying to compose my drum composition
but my tracks just dun bloody fit..
my tempo for each section don't compliment to each other
thus sounds of utter rubish n torture
i cant keep my tempo constant
its a bloody huge wake up call..

YES wow has been finally installed onto my laptop
along with all my addons n stuffz
EF attempt on yogg25 was soooo dissapointing..
we had a whipe-fest for like 3 hours
and on our final attempt b4 we call it a day
we whiped to the enrage timer of 10mins
with yogg at 1% health.
totally wtf..
some peeps had to go
so we called it
anyways..
we'll get him week for sure!

with the heart
we feel
joy
excitement
pleasure
hope
all thru the heartwarming effects
that puts our mind at ease.
our soul at ease
it releases the tension of our body
the warmth to strengthen the mind.
but it too..brings
pain
hatred
suffering
regret
jelousy
the sharp pain that tells us we are human
the spark of pain
the wake up call
the pain that reminds us of what has happened
of what might happen
the fear to avoid all possibility
the pain that scars
--
but scars can be hidden
with a smile
with a joke
with a lifestyle
but beneathe all that
the pain resides
growing
crying out
until the very limit till the blood gushes out
reopening the scar
the agony
but it is with this pain
it makes us stronger
it makes us human
it makes us
love


cheers to them
jeers to me
isin't it ironic?
to think its over.
Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 2:34 AM

heya people..
not blogged awhile cus..
well usual ans..
LAZY
either playing wow till 2 in the morning n surf the net lazily
or just no blardy mood to blog cus i'm camping
at home everyday n theres nth interesting to blog.
well i went to the IT faire 2day and got my Macbook :D
finallyyyy.....
well...its mainly fer school upcoming n stuff
but yea...aint gonna stop me
from putting wow on it
theres alot of stuff for me to learn now..
since i'm a freaking nerd at mac..
well...theres a start to everything.

all the times i said i dun care
fuck that..
its starting to piss me off again..
shit.

Serim is 34.5k HP unbuffed..
i dun die easily
if i die.
healers suck
Serim with buff at 41k hp does not die to a
23k+4k over kill melee strike
boooo


to find the wind